Okay, so I have been eating dinner early, but not much earlier than usual. Maybe by about 15-30 minutes. I've also been exercising, but the same amount as usual. I've been eating well, but no better than I have been in my best weeks this year. Yet, I was 145.2 this morning.
This is astonishing. How the hell did I get from 153-151 to 145 in two weeks. Well I think I am forgetting something. When I arrived in Toronto for Thanksgiving I had gotten to 149. I thought it was just because I skipped a meal. After Thanksgiving obviously I went up to 153 again, and it took a week to come down to 149 again. I then dipped back in the 148s, but having bought groceries for the week (to avoid spending money I don't have on overpriced healthy takeout) pounds are shedding like cat hair. But in fact it's only about 3 pounds that I've drastically lost in the last two weeks, which is actually completely healthy. Aside from my recent nausea when I eat, which keeps me from overeating, I think I just broke my 153 plateau. Thanksgiving really did work. hahaha!
In a week or so I will probably pig out a little again, to throw my system for a loop. This seems to work wonders for reminding my body I am not starving. For now though, I'd like to sit back and acknowledge the fact I've now lost 40 lbs!!! I have only 10 more to go, and truly I am so happy. I like my body now. Well, like all people, there are still things I cannot change that I would like to, but I don't cringe when I see my body, I like it in clothes, and with just a little more work, I might be able to take a bikini-worthy vacation next year...
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