Tuesday, October 26, 2010

catching up

I suppose I'll have to post measurements again soon, as well as a recent pic... I think I'll wait until I start the challenge again when I'll have to figure that all out anyway.

For now, I was at 147.8 this morning. I am still extremely happy to see those numbers, it hasn't worn off. Under 150 I am liking my body. I feel like a healthy, regular person. I know I can do better, but I personally think I deserve a pat on the back for getting here, because I know how hard it was. Only you can ever know how hard something really is on you, so you should always be the first to acknowledge the hard work. I never thought I could actually ever be fit, thin, good looking, NOT the chubby girl.

While this didn't matter to any of my friends or family, it has mattered to me my entire life.

In any case, food is on track. I have been eating enough the last two days and eating well. I bought some groceries on credit because I am broke right now with the move coming up. I need to save every penny to pay cash for the appliances and pay my first month's rent. I am thrilled to move but I really had no time to save up for this... I think I'll manage, but it's been a source of stress lately, one I'd like to ignore but cannot.

I played 3 full hours of court vball yesterday and it was great. I am not sure I'll continue playing court in winter because it's late at night and I find it much harder on the body than beach. I may throw myself around more at beach, but the impact on my joints is much less intense. After 3 hours of play, all of my teammates' backs were aching. Surprisingly, I am feeling good today, not too sore.

Alright, off to vurk.

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