losing steam

Another morning snuggled in bed. Not enough sleep, too many things to do and too much on my mind.

Don't want to get up.

I am definitely out of steam to push myself for the next few days. I have a bunch of things to pay for, side jobs to get done, people to see before I leave for holidays, etc. I want to just slow down. I am not sure my holidays will be restful, but I know I'll get a lot of sleep.

I think I'm still 143, yesterday I was 142.8 and I anticipate a similar result this AM. I am still eating all my meals out, but have been making really good choices. I have a small complaint about the Jugo Juice franchise though. I didn't want to eat just a smoothie for lunch, so I bought one of their wraps. I never buy their wraps for one good reason, and once again this was the case: they have nothing in them. Mine was the louisiana chicken wrap, and it just had chicken strips, sauce and cheese. No greens. Luckily it's not big, but they charge a hefty amount for a rather unimpressive preparation.

In any case, basically I am stressed out. It's a lot of social activity, which is nice, but it's meaning that the time I have to do chores (which are NEEEEEDED at this point) and do my side project are getting slim. Anyway, life is short and I'll sleep when I'm dead.