Well, I nearly hit my breaking point yesterday, but all is almost completely well in the universe again. Alas, sometimes it is more productive to stop and take a breath rather than press on: life is a marathon after all.
Work was insane yesterday. Life has been insane all week. I have gone through every human emotion, thanks in large part to being PMSmoody. I wont explain all the details, but realizing now is the time to move on from my past life and into a new one, and being overwhelmed with work, social life, and two years of hell and no vacation...well all that has meant I have no more energy to focus on losing weight or getting in shape.
For the rest of the year, I think I'll focus on maintenance, and start a'fresh with the rest of the sheep on January 1. I think 45 lbs is nothing to scoff at, so I think it's healthy for me to give my brain and body some respite.
I got so much done yesterday, including the DESPERATELY NEEDED cleanup of my apartment. Washed the sheets, did the laundry, bathroom, kitchen, dishes, etc... so my mind feels a lot less cluttered. This morning I worked slowly on a freelance project, and took a little walk to the local market for a delicious panzarotti-like thing and a double espresso :) I worked some more and am now relaxing before getting ready for a date. eee!
Alright, time to go get showered. While it takes me about 15 minutes to get ready, I like to take my sweet time when I have a chance, which is rare. Wish me luck :)
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