my strange brain

Happy sunny Sunday bunnies. It is gorgeous outside, and it's Day 1 of Week 2 of Game On! for moi. I am doing relatively well, but the cooking is still feeling about as pleasant as discussing mortgages with the bank. I am working out alllll over the place, and I imagine I'm losing weight (though after my my meal off on Friday and day off yesterday, the scale's back to 140 this morning). But that's normal and it should drop below 139 at least by Friday (though that's really annoying and I hope it actually gets to 136 or less). But my secret indicator of fitness is actually my bum. It will show me if I haven't worked out in a few days, and will reward me with a big, plump smile when I am taking good care of my body, and right now my bum is looking esctatic (though my quads are crying). I actually ran for 30 minutes (5 km) on Friday, and did an outdoor bootcamp yesterday where I almost did the entire thing non-stop, and was ahead of the crowd, which is a good indication of the progress I've made in fitness over the last year. There's no shame in stopping mid-workout when it hurts or you feel like puking, but the fact I can now get these things done with only minimal pain is rewarding. I'm feeling down and I don't know why. I think it will pass the minute I actually get outside, so I am going to do that...have a great day!