mixed feelings.

Frustration and pride. I ran 5 km in under 30 mins, and it's my second time, and this time a few months back I wouldn't have been able to do that. I have now set a goal of making it all the way to Lachine harbour by the end of the summer, which would be about 10 km. My ultimate goal, be able to run to Dairy Queen from here, ha! The frustrator: being at 138.2 and NOT at least 137 by mid-week. It means I may only drop down by a pound or so by the end of the week... perhaps not even making it to 136. This means next week will once again be a painstaking struggle to get closer to 130, and eventually 125. And I am working my arse off. Tonight I have volleyball, and tomorrow as well. Friday night will be my night off exercise, and my meal off most likely, with Saturday being my full day off as usual. My meals have improved this week, so the diet is getting a bit easier. My morning smoothies (in whcih I can sneak a huge helping of spinach without tasting it) have been fantastic!!! Alright, off to work now...